nevEr

never say i love you
if you don't really care

never talk about feelings
if they aren't really there

never touch a life
if you mean to break a heart

never say you're going to
if you don't plan to start

never look in the eye
when all you do is lie

never say hello
if you really mean goodbye

last chance lyrics

Last Chance lyrics

This is my last dance with you
This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is real

This is the last chance for us
This is the moment that I just cannot let end
Before I know that there’s a chance we’re more than friends

So don’t let go, don’t let go
Make it last all night
This is my last chance to make you mine

I kept my feelings so deep
I kept my dreams of you and me somewhere inside
Although I prayed that you would see it in my eyes

But this is my last chance to say
What’s in my heart before you stay out of my life
And then you’ll understand the way I feel inside

So hold me close cause it feels so right
This is my last chance to make it mine
Make this dream reality
So close and yet so far
Gotta find a way into your heart
Gotta speak my mind
Gotta open up to you this timeI can’t let you slip away tonight
This is my last dance with you

This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is so real
So don’t let go
Just make it last all night long
This is my last chance to make you mine, yeah
To make you mine

prom night..//

hmm..
prom
khapon
at nadejabu ako
kaya naman pala todo ang pgkakaalala ko

mrami ako nakasayaw
and its one of the most memorable days na maaalala ko
pag nag-look back ako sa high school days ko
parang nakakatawa
nakakaloka
nakakaexcite
nakakapagod


pero masaya.

its been a very long night
and its a very memorable one.
true enough nga na prom is a PART of high school
marami kang nakikita
marami kang masasayaw
na never mo pang nasayaw
hahaha

may iilang bitter dahil hindi nasayaw ang gusto isayaw
at may iilang nangatalon na sa tuwa dahil nasayaw ang lahat ng gustong isayaw
may iilang galet dahil inagaw ung kasayaw
may iilang nagalet dahil masaket na ang paa kakasayaw
hahaha

pero all in all
the prom was really great
wala na kong masasabi pa

thanks sa lahat ng nakasayaw ko
baka di ko na masayaw ang iba sa iniu sa grad ball >.<
at hgit sa lahat
thanks sa mga ka-table kong game na game sa ka-PG-han sa araw ng mga gowns at party
hahaha

"i stared at the stars above us..as i wait for the right time to say with a smile.."i am now ready to let you go" "
_banat corp_
hahaha

mga nangyare saken sa makSci

hmm..magka-chat kmi ni mai nun tpos eto ang npagusapan namen..

Mai Rustia: wat can u say abt maksci, mga feelings mo, learnings?
Mai Rustia: heehee..
jEb^__^: nku po
jEb^__^: it'll nver be d same sa college
jEb^__^: npka-intact ng batch nten
jEb^__^: sa maksci ko ntutunan na cramming makes projects better
jEb^__^: dhel mrameng tutulong sau
jEb^__^: hahaha
jEb^__^: na ndi sa lhat ng oras
jEb^__^: true ang frends mu
jEb^__^: na ang isang taong mhal mo
jEb^__^: ndi dpat mging cause ng away among frends
jEb^__^: na its possible to find great frends
jEb^__^: khet mnsan d mu n alam kung cnu ung totoo
jEb^__^: na khet nangangaseem ang mga teachers
jEb^__^: tao pren cla
jEb^__^: hahaha
jEb^__^: na khet bobo ka sa math
jEb^__^: pde kang mging mgaleng sa science
jEb^__^: na khet ntagusan ka
jEb^__^: mraming mei dala ng extra napkin
jEb^__^: dhel sbay sbay din keo ngkakaron
jEb^__^: hahaha
jEb^__^: na ang isang libro
jEb^__^: mnsan pang 5 tao sa 5 sections
jEb^__^: hahaha
jEb^__^: na lhat lhat ng npagdaanan ko ngeong hs
jEb^__^: mgulo man
jEb^__^: sweet
jEb^__^: klokohan
jEb^__^: k-gz-han
jEb^__^: mga plays
jEb^__^: music videos
jEb^__^: practices
jEb^__^: crammings
jEb^__^: lalo na ung mga gabing wlang tulog
jEb^__^: super
jEb^__^: duper
jEb^__^: kailangan sa college
jEb^__^: dhel pgdating mu dun
jEb^__^: wla na ung mga klokohan na nkasanayan every morning
jEb^__^: wla nang flag ceremony
jEb^__^: wla nang sisigaw ng "utang na loob"
jEb^__^: wla nang pugita sa stage
jEb^__^: dhel wla nreng stage
jEb^__^: at higit sa lhat
jEb^__^: ntutunan kong
jEb^__^: makikilala mu kung cnu ang cnu
jEb^__^: sa high school
jEb^__^: dhel 4 na taon mo silang nakikita at nkakasama
jEb^__^: hahaha

sa mga kawawang nilalang na hindi pa nababasa ang post ko dati pa
at nais basahin un
lalo na ang aking mga kamag-aral na malapet nang magtapos

http://nadejabu.blogspot.com/2008/07/ll-prn.html

ayan ang mahiwagang link
maaari po lamang ay paki pindot ang nasabing link
upang ma-redirect keo sa pahina na nais ninyong basahin

learning #2

"60 THINGS MOST GIRLS DON'T KNOW

--"HEY, ARE YOU BUSY?" OR "ARE YOU DOING SOMETHING?" ~ TWO PHRASES GUYS OPEN WITH TO STOP FROM STAMMERING ON THE PHONE.

--GUYS MAY BE FLIRTING AROUND ALL DAY BUT BEFORE THEY GO TO SLEEP, THEY ALWAYS THINK ABOUT THE GIRL THEY TRULY CARE ABOUT.

--BEFORE THEY CALL, GUYS TRY TO PLAN OUT A LITTLE ABOUT WHAT THEY'RE GONNA SAY SO THERE AREN'T AWKWARD PAUSES, BUT ONCE HE'S ON THE PHONE HE FORGETS IT ALL AND MAKES IT UP AS HE GOES.

--GUYS GO CRAZY OVER A GIRL'S SMILE.

--GUYS WILL DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET YOU TO NOTICE HIM.

--GUYS HATE IT WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR EX-BOYFRIEND OR EX LOVE-INTEREST. UNLESS THEY'RE GOING FOR THE LET-HER-COMPLAIN-TO-YOU-AND-THEN-HAVE-HER-REALIZE-HOW-WONDERFUL-AND-NICE-YOU-ARE METHOD.

--A GUY WHO LIKES YOU WANTS TO BE THE ONLY GUY YOU TALK TO.--BOYFRIENDS NEED TO BE REASSURED OFTEN THAT THEY'RE STILL LOVED.

--DON'T TALK ABOUT YOUR GUY FRIENDS TO YOUR BOYFRIEND.

--GUYS GET JEALOUS EASILY.

--GUYS ARE MORE EMOTIONAL THAN THEY'D LIKE PEOPLE TO THINK.

--GIVING A GUY A HANGING MESSAGE LIKE "YOU KNOW WHAT?!..UH...NEVERMIND.." WOULD MAKE HIM JUMP TO A CONCLUSION THAT IS FAR FROM WHAT YOU ARE THINKING. AND HE'LL ASSUME HE DID SOMETHING WRONG AND HE'LL OBSESS ABOUT IT TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT.

--GUYS ARE GOOD FLATTERERS WHEN COURTING BUT THEY USUALLY STAMMER WHEN THEY TALK TO A GIRL THEY REALLY LIKE.

--GUYS HATE ASKING PARENTS FOR MONEY TO BUY GIRLS PRESENTS. SO THEY COME UP WITH IDEAS LIKE SAVING THEIR LUNCH MONEY FOR A WEEK. BUT IT NEVER WORKS BECAUSE GUYS ARE ALWAYS HUNGRY SO THEY END UP ASKING THE PARENTS FOR MONEY ANYWAY.

--GIRLS ARE GUYS' WEAKNESSES.

--GUYS ARE VERY OPEN ABOUT THEMSELVES.

--IT'S GOOD TO TEST A GUY FIRST BEFORE YOU TRUST HIM. BUT DON'T LET HIM WAIT TOO LONG.

--YOUR BEST FRIEND, WHOM YOUR BOYFRIEND SEEKS HELP FROM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS WITH YOU MAY END UP BEING ADMIRED BY YOUR BOYFRIEND.

--IF A GUY TELLS YOU ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS, HE JUST NEEDS SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO HIM. YOU DON'T NEED TO GIVE ADVICE.

--A USUAL ACT THAT PROVES THAT THE GUY LIKES YOU IS WHEN HE TEASES YOU.

--GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM IF THEY ARE SERIOUS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS.

--GUYS WILL BRAG ABOUT ANYTHING.

--GUYS USE WORDS LIKE HOT OR CUTE TO DESCRIBE GIRLS. WE RARELY USE BEAUTIFUL. IF A GUY USES THAT, HE LIKES YOU A WHOLE HELL OF A LOT.

--NO MATTER HOW MUCH GUYS TALK ABOUT ASSES AND BOOBS, PERSONALITY IS KEY.

--GUYS LEARN FROM EXPERIENCE NOT FROM THE ROMANCE BOOKS THAT GIRLS READ AND TAKE AS THEIR BASIS OF EXPERIENCE.

--GUYS WORRY ABOUT THE THIN LINE BETWEEN BEING COMPASSIONATE AND BEING WHIPPED.

--GUYS THINK WAY TOO MUCH. ONE SMALL THING A GIRL DOES, EVEN IF SHE DOESN'T NOTICE IT CAN MAKE THE GUY THINK ABOUT IT FOR HOURS, TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IT MEANT.

--GUYS SEEK FOR ADVICE FROM GIRLS NOT OTHER GUYS. BECAUSE MOST GUYS THINK ALIKE, SO IF ONE GUY'S CONFUSED, THEN WE'RE ALL CONFUSED.

--ANY GUY COULD WRITE OUT A RULE BOOK OR ADVICE BOOK FOR FLIRTING, BUT NO GUY CAN WRITE OUT A BOOK ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS.

--TRY TO BE AS STRAIGHTFORWARD AS POSSIBLE.

--IF THE GUY DOES SOMETHING STUPID IN FRONT OF THE GIRL, HE WILL THINK ABOUT IT FOR THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS OR UNTIL THE NEXT TIME HE SPENDS TIME WITH THE GIRL.

--IF A GUY LOOKS UNUSUALLY CALM AND LAID BACK, HE'S PROBABLY FAKING IT AND IS SPAZZING INSIDE.

--WHEN A GUY SAYS HE IS GOING CRAZY ABOUT THE GIRL, HE REALLY IS. GUYS RARELY SAY THAT.

--WHEN A GUY ASKS YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, HE'S JUST ACTUALLY SAYING, "PLEASE COME AND LISTEN TO ME."

--GUYS DON'T REALLY HAVE FINAL DECISIONS.

--IF A GUY STARTS TO TALK SERIOUSLY, LISTEN TO HIM. IT DOESN'T HAPPEN THAT OFTEN, SO WHEN IT DOES, YOU KNOW SOMETHING'S UP.

--IF YOUR BEST GUY FRIEND SEEMS TO AVOID YOU OR IS NEVER AROUND WHEN YOU'RE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, HE'S PROBABLY JEALOUS AND LIKES YOU.

--WHEN A GUY TELLS YOU THAT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, DON'T SAY YOU AREN'T. IT MAKES THEM WANT TO STOP TELLING YOU BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO DISAGREE WITH THEM.

--WHEN A GUY LOOKS AT YOU FOR LONGER THAN A SECOND, HE'S DEFINITELY THINKING SOMETHING.

--GUYS LIKE FEMININITY NOT FEEBLENESS.

--GUYS DON'T LIKE GIRLS WHO PUNCH HARDER THAN THEY DO.

--A GUY HAS MORE PROBLEMS THAN YOU CAN SEE WITH YOUR NAKED EYES.

--DON'T BE A SNOB. GUYS CAN BE INTIMIDATED AND GIVE UP EASILY.

--EVERYTHING IN MODERATION. PUT ON MAKEUP, WEAR PERFUME. JUST NOT TOO MUCH.--GUYS TALK ABOUT GIRLS MORE THAN GIRLS TALK ABOUT GUYS.

--GUYS HATE REJECTION, BUT THEY HATE BEING LED ON EVEN MORE.

--IF YOU ARE GOING TO REJECT A GUY, JUST DO IT. DON'T SAY THEY ARE LIKE A BROTHER OR JUST GOOD FRIENDS, IT JUST HURTS EVEN MORE. TELL THEM THAT YOU AREN'T INTERESTED IN A RELATIONSHIP AND THEY WILL RESPECT YOU.

--GUYS REALLY THINK THAT GIRLS ARE STRANGE AND HAVE UNPREDICTABLE DECISIONS AND ARE MAD CONFUSING BUT SOMEHOW ARE DRAWN EVEN MORE TO THEM.

--A GUY WOULD GIVE HIS LEFT NUT TO BE ABLE TO READ A GIRL'S MIND FOR A DAY.

--NO GUY CAN HANDLE ALL HIS PROBLEMS ON HIS OWN. HE'S JUST TOO STUBBORN TO ADMIT IT.

--NOT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES. JUST BECAUSE ONE IS A JACKASS DOESN'T MEAN HE REPRESENTS ALL OF US.

--WE DON'T LIKE GIRLS WHO ARE TOO SKINNY.

--WE LOVE IT WHEN GIRLS TALK ABOUT THERE BOOBS.

--ALWAYS MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHAT KIND OF STUFF YOUR GETTING INTO BEFORE MAKING OUT WITH A GUY ...LIKE WHETHER IT'S A ONE TIME DEAL OR NOT ....

--BELIEVE IT OR NOT SHY GUYS ARE THE MOST EASIEST TO TALK TO..IT MAY NOT SEEM RIGHT BUT TRUST ME THEY WILL START OPENING UP LIKE BOOKS AFTER YOU JUST ASK THEM QUESTIONS ABOUT THEIR LIVES AND UNNOTICEABLE TELL THEM ABOUT YOURS...

--WHEN A GUY HITS YOUR BUTT IT MEANS THAT HE WANTS YOU SEXUALLY

--EVEN IF THEY REFUSE IT ALL GUYS ARE TICKLISH ON THE RIBS..

--GUYS LOVE NECK RUBS AND IF HE LETS YOU KEEP DOING IT ..IT MEANS THAT HE REALLY LIKES YOU OR HIS NECK REALLY HURTS...

--WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO BE WITH YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE."

from::http://www.imeem.com/rhojmusic/music/eVt5f23n/kyla_i_dont_have_the_heart/

learning #1

napunta ako sa isang website at nabasa ko to..well..i really dont know..hahaha

"31 Things Guys Should Know About GirlsWritten by a guy. After years of experience.

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.

--8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a *****.

--11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms or friends...that's just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne.

28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.

29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

31.Don't ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.

Now ladies, don't expect a guy to know every single thing here (even though that would be nice)."

from::http://www.createblog.com/forums/lofiversion/index.php/t91736.html

banat #3

Panunumpa sa lahat ng mga Emo

Ako'y isang emo
Buong katapatang nanunumpa
Sa sanlibutang emotero
At sa lahat ng banat na kanyang binabansag
Na may dangal, kalokohan, at kalayaang
Na makapagsabi ng banat na maka-Emo
Hindi makakalikasan
Kontra sa ka-kornihan
at purong ka-emo-han


wag sana akong makasuhan
hahaha
_banat corp!!!_

banat #2

nagkwentuhan kame nung frend ko last time
and that was the last time na nagkausap kame ng ganun ka-ewan
hahaha

i told myself na susuko na ko

sumumpa pa ko sa bato

tinaga ko pa sa semento

pero napatigil ang mundo

parang umaapila ang puso

panu nga ba susuko

e di pa nga nagsisimula ang pagsubok?

kaya sabi ko

wrong term ang nagamet ko

mas appropraite ang "auko"

kasi alam kong wla namang nabuo

woah naman to

nagpapaka-emo?!


hahaha
_banat corp!!!_
sadyang malikhain ang mundo
lalo na kung ika'y emo
hahaha

banat #1

nagmahal na ko dati

nagbigay ako

nagmahal ako dati

pinigilan ko ang puso ko

ngeon mukang nahuhulog ulet ako

pero alam kong walang sasalo

so anung gagawin ko

magpipigil ng puso?

o susundin ang katangahan ko?

pero wala naman epekto

kahet anu pa ang piliin ko

dahil kahit pigilan ko damdamin ko

o magpakatanga sa pagmamahal sa di kilalang tao

ako parin ang masasaktan

dahil sadyang iba ang mahal mo
:c


_banat corp!!!_
mdame na ko natututunan
mula sa aking mentor
si erine hetrosa!!!
:))